MESSAGES IN THE MUCK

It is the highest good of all concerned only that I care about. I trust God so completely in all matters. So very many things have happened in my life which have been so much bigger than I could handle on my own. And I know now that in many ways that is part of the lesson to be learned. When innocent children are abused, neglected or molested.....there is only one cure for that and it is God....the God consciousness within and without, above and below. Bringing that energy down through the human vessel is the ONLY solution. How that takes shape and what that looks like is where we get to be creative.

There was this really, really long line of cars in the parent pickup line, and I was glad because it was going to give me time to be by myself and stay with my feelings. And then this car sort of somehow wiggles in front of me (like it came out of nowhere). It had a single bumper sticker on the back bumper, nothing fancy....it just said Trust God in purple script letters. And then the car pulled back out of the line and left. Then right in front of my windshield the most beautiful blue dragonfly I have ever seen hovered for about 2 full minutes. She is the Truth Teller in my Addiction Alchemy card deck. She also is a time keeper and is a transformational creature that signifies a slower process with very profound results. Her energy was magical. I was instantly comforted. They were letting me know that it is going to be alright! And that we are on the right track in breaking with denial and coming out of the darkness. And I felt the hand of God and the angels at work in these seemingly innocuous events.

I swear the angels are always here for us. I feel so foolish when I forget to call to them. They are so incredibly powerful and they are in service to us all the time. And whenever I need it they will send me a sign. Without this support it would be almost impossible to come out of denial and dissociation to deal with some of the things that some of us have had to endure. It is possible to create our own feeling of safety, because we are protected by something much more powerful than any human.

DIVINE UNION

On this earth
I walk my way
Magical moments
Fill each day
With overwhelming evidence
Of life's true experience

The way is paved
With awesome wonder
Winds that whisper
Rain and Thunder

The bursting blooms
The fragrant grass
Fill my senses
Full at last

Blessed beings
Mend my heart
Sending Light
To every part

Yes I am me
The secret one
Night by moon
And day by sun

And as my soul
Creeps further down
Into the spiral
I am bound

To be a sacred
Mystic's song
A sigh, a cry
An echo long

Of radiant, present
Holy love
As it is below,
So it is above.

by Renee Bledsoe

copyright 2007

Hey D,
I am so glad that your comfort level and feeling of well being has increased while you are in the sacred circle of the medicine wheel. This indicates that an even greater degree of the darkness that you were holding onto has greatly shifted into the Light. If you are actually reporting an increasing sense of well-being then this is even more true. There are many, many people who would find it impossible to even sit in that space for very long at all. It's why they drop or at the very least don't travel directly with the clan and do a catch-up ceremony. The darkness is greatly vanquished by the Light and the pain is created when our ego tries to hold onto it because it is what we know and even though we are not happy it is what we are comfortable with. It is our resistance to the Light....to OUR OWN LIGHT...OUR OWN GREATNESS...that actually causes the most suffering.

I am really excited because I am now in totally uncharted territory as we move to the Center of the wheel. We are moving to our center....and I am getting chills just writing this. As soon as we move into a direction I get downloads about the energy and then it trickles in bit by bit and pretty much the days just prior are filled with messages. David, we are going to be re-born and go home...and we are going to see God and experience the brilliance of the Light in all it's unimaginable splendor. I am crying right now because I can feel it coming. It isn't a feeling of....oh it will be better when this happens or that happens...it is a coming to fruition of something very lovingly intended and a revelation of what has always been. It is an experiencing of the CAUSE AND the EFFECT of our being and our joy and a true understanding so that we can see it at work in our everyday lives. It is a sacred marriage as we see that we are ourselves the CAUSE and the EFFECT of the realization and actualization of our own God/Goddess selves. It is beauty, romance, passion, devotion and delight all rolled into one like a never ending gently lapping surf and not an overwhelming tidal wave, which climaxes and then has nothing more to give. But you have to be very still within yourself to allow it to flower. And that's why we miss it so often. We don't recognize what is right before us.

I don't know if you felt this in the wheel, but I am feeling it more than ever. The edges of my selfhood on the spiritual plane are connecting more and more with my clansman. While my physical form is quite delineated. And so I am truly able to understand and what's more FEEL how my healing affects the healing of others and vice versa. It is no longer an intellectual concept. I sense it and feel it and the Spirit is every increasingly embodied in my flesh.

Your slow down message is right on. Everything comes through the slowing down process. It is a master key.

Interesting isn't it.

Love you,
R